I am excited.... I'm having a moment. In my first post I mentioned there is a condition I have and couldn't remember the name of it. Was having a brain fart. For days, apparently. All I could remember was there was an "A" and a "H."
In the original post I said I would post about it when I remembered the name, so here I am.
It's Anhedonia!
anhedonia
/ˌanhɪˈdəʊnɪə/
noun
PSYCHIATRY
inability to feel pleasure in normally pleasurable activities.
THIS^ has been my life for the longest time. It's weird, I didn't really know the impact of it until things began to improve. Albeit marginally, but still improvement enough for me to have an "oh?" moment.
Literally.
I don't remember what I was doing, but one day I was in the middle of something and I felt enjoyment from my activity. It was fleeting, but it was wonderful.
I FELT SOMETHING DIFFERENT.
I FELT SOMETHING DIFFERENT.
